Monday, November 26, 2012

Life

On the Friday after Thanksgiving my niece Autumn Rayne was born. I think she has my eyebrows, or at least my default cynical expression.


But maybe I am just looking for things that aren't there.

There are a million things I could wax philosophical about at this point. Life! There is a new person in the world! Although she is currently spending her time sleeping, peeing, and sucking, she will be rapidly learning new things in the near future... smiling! holding things! What wonders the world will bring!

There are a million things I could ruminate about, including how frustrating it is to be 5 time zones away, but I keep thinking about death. When I waxed philosophical about (mostly metaphorical) death it was to stress that without death there would be no life, because there would be no change. But that doesn't seem to work the other way around... it is not useful nor wise to think about life in terms of death. Life is the upswing, the start, the beginning of growth. Life speaks for itself, but death cannot. Life needs no explanation because life is.

Just a few days ago Autumn was safe inside her mother's womb. Things won't be so easy from now on. She will have to confront a steady stream of things-she-can't-do, one by one, and turn them into things-she-can-do. She will have 4 older brothers, 2 crazy aunts, and every toy and piece of clothing she will get for the next 10 years will be pink. What if she doesn't like pink? Let's just hope that she does!

New life means endless uncertainty. (Some good and some bad.) There is no limit to what she could do or be and we are free to speculate that it will all be awesome. And why not?

Welcome to your life, Autumn.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Midnight Thoughts

Every once in a while, I look at the clock when it's midnight. I then remember the movie Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil (what a great title!) and invariably get the song Skylark by KD Lang in my head. Sometimes I even sing it. (The full version, complete with sax solo. (yes I hum the sax solo...))

This just happened and I thought I'd share even though it isn't very deep. But it's interesting how things remind you of things that remind you of things.... thoughts fit into patterns and stay there where they are comfortable. I feel comfortable remembering Midnight and singing Skylark.

And in your lonely flight
Haven't you heard the music in the night,
Wonderful music,
Faint as a will o' the wisp, crazy as a loon,
Sad as a gypsy serenading the moon.

Oh, skylark, I don't know if you can find these things
But my heart is riding on your wings.
So if you see them anywhere
Won't you lead me there?

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Cosmic Noise

The popcorn noise on old TVs is caused by leftover radiation from when the Universe was very young, emitted only a few hundred thousand years after the Big Bang.

This one might take a bit of explaining, but for that I will simply direct you to NASA's excellent "Universe 101" site, set up for the WMAP satellite that precisely measured the cosmic background radiation. In the image above, the TV noise is represented by actual data from WMAP.

Thanks again to Kara for the image and Science for the cool fact about the Universe!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

"Live" Blogging the 2nd Presidential Debate

Starting around 8pm UTC (3pm EST) the 2nd presidential debate will be streaming LIVE from my laptop!  I will be following closely and keeping you updated on any notable things that happen (which, judging from the first debate, includes staying awake). Occasionally I may pause the LIVE feed to collect my thoughts. (It's cool, I can just say, "Rockabama, Mo Ro, calm down for a sec okay?" and they will wait for me.)

Join me and watch the PBS Newshour feed here (but don't click too soon or you will break space-time!)



8:15pm HMRT (Her Majesty's Royal Time): Just about to get this thing started. Keep re-freshing the page to get updates, and it's probably a good idea to load the video in a different window so you won't lose your spot when you refresh.

....and we're LIVE! I'm so glad this is on at a reasonable hour over here!

8:20pm HMRT (1:15 video time): Both of you sit down already!

8:25pm HMRT( 5:44 video): Super-young kid asks about college. When did they get so young?

Anyway, I will note that Romney said he will create jobs, Obama said how he will create them.

8:30pm HMRT (11:20 video): BOOOOO drilling and fracking! boooooo!! how do people think Obama is far-left?

17:16 video:  FIGHT FIGHT! awww.....

I wish somebody would fact check this "yes you did!", "no I didn't!" nonsense. (they won't.)

8:46pm HMRT (26:40 video): that's right, the middle class has been struggling much longer than the last 4 years and it certainly isn't because of higher taxes! Middle-income wages have stopped growing.

30:30 video: Hahaha "sketchy deal", Obama you are bad at making jokes right now!

36-38: love all of Obama's response on equal pay for women!

9:02 HMRT (38:46 video): Romney got "binders full of women"? My, that is colorful language. I wonder if anything will come of that remark or if the story's even true.

BTW making sure to recruit and hire qualified women as part of diverse hiring practices is indeed important, but doesn't really address equal pay. I hope Romney paid the women in those binders on the same scale he paid the men.

"Women have lost 580,000 jobs. That's the net of what happened in the last 4 years."
Wow, that factually incorrect number is big, Mr. Romney! Turns out it's more like 93,000. Also, I like to point to this graph when people talk about "net jobs" as an example of how taking an integral often washes out important information.

P.S. J. Ro, slow down, the guys are on pause right now waiting for me to type and link to things! We are only on minute 40!

9:09 HMRT (40:40 video): Also I like how Romney's argument seems to be: "The best answer is to have a strong economy so employers have money to throw around and will hire women! Let's face it, in a weak economy who would take that risk?"

46:40: Bored. Here's the image I just linked to. Also topical to what they're talking about.

.... nevermind, it's not a static image, but in looking for it I found something more awesome. Go here and view the source code (Ctrl-U). :-)

9:25 HMRT (54:30): Still bored. Romney still doesn't understand integrals.

On a side note, I filled in my absentee ballot today! It was nice doing it in front of a computer so I could look up the down-ballot candidates for Board of Education etc. and know something at all about who they are, even though I saw a couple horrible websites.

9:33pm HMRT (1:03:00): Immigration Fact-check point goes to Romney. (Also gets in a good jab! He wasn't the standard-bearer 4 years ago, chuckle!)

1:05:20: Definitely almost fought again! Calm down!

9:39 HMRT (1:08:00 video): I hate it when they don't answer the question.

 1:13:38: Oh shit, Obama is getting stern with Romney.

1:14:29: Point to the moderator on instant fact-checking! Though Romney has a point as well that Obama didn't say with certainty that it was terrorism for a while after that.

We all know how much I care about being certain here...

9:50 HMRT (1:19:38 video): Ugghhh... did Romney just say that the solution to gun violence is... marriage?  OUTLAW DIVORCE RIGHT NOW!!

Ugh. It's the culture of violence, because the parents aren't married.

1:21:19: Another point for the moderator. 1:22:00: +2.

1:24:09: Ugh Obama sit down.

10pm HMRT (1:27:30): Actually, Romney, maybe de-regulation actually led to the economy tanking? Maybe just a little bit?? Anybody remember credit default swaps?

1:31:48: Invest in science research! Yea! Rockabama!

1:36:20: Obama brings up the 47%. I might have had something to say about all that.


And that's it! Everybody remember to vote!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

The Universe Is Awesome


There are more stars in the observable Universe than there are grains of sand on all the beaches on Earth.

Thanks to Kara for the image and Science for the cool fact about the Universe!

This is to be the first in a series. If you can think of other one-sentence reasons why the Universe Is Awesome, let me know!

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Those Poor People

Romney's off-camera remarks to his supporters have generated quite a buzz on the interwebs. In brief, the remarks I'm concerned with are when he describes the 47% of people that pay no federal income tax, “who are dependent upon government, who believe that they are victims, who believe the government has a responsibility to care for them, who believe that they are entitled to health care, to food, to housing, to you-name-it.”
I’ll never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives.
~ Mitt Romney, candidate for President of the USA

Now, there are many things to be said, and many rationalizations that will be made. I happen to think these are extremely revealing remarks, and I've decided, for my own entertainment as much as anything, to lay it out in a dialogue. Roughly, I will deal first with the politically, then culturally, then economically motivated reactions of hypothetical conservatives.

Politically Disappointed Interlocuter: "How horrible for the campaign! How could he so blatantly air these politically unsavory hard truths?! What a huge error in this political game!"

Abandoned Certainty: Yes, this is quite a blunder politically, but more important is that you seem to agree with Romney. What I find significant is not that Romney said something crazy and fringe, but that many other people share the sentiment. He was speaking to his supporters, people he knew would agree with him. To them, the gaffe is just that it sounds bad.

PDI: "It's a bad political move, but not a big deal. Others have said the same before; Democrats are going to blow this out of proportion, and aren't being fair to Romney."

AC: That's right, remember when the Wall Street Journal referred to them as lucky duckies? The people at the bottom who pay no taxes are so lucky! So maybe this isn't new, but it's still as appalling. And the point I'm concerned about is not that Romney said he won't try to get their votes, but why he thinks he won't get them, which is that he'll "never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives." What concerns me is that so many people agree.

Somewhat-Exaggeratingly Culturally Insensitive Interlocuter: "I for one think Romney's right! It's those poor people who are making it harder for the rest of us by having nothing, and making us bail them out all the time. We can't just let them die -"

AC: Though I bet some would! Remember that moment in the Republican primary debates where Wolf Blitzer asks Ron Paul who should pay for someone with no health insurance that shows up at the emergency room? Wolf asks if we should let him die, and the crowd cheers and someone screams "Yea!"

SECII: "Okay, but I'm not that insensitive. Don't interrupt!"

AC: I apologize. Continue.

SECII: "We can't just let them die, so they are taking our hard earned money and sitting on their asses for thanks! Or worse, using our money to buy drugs and alcohol!"

AC: Two things. First, you seem to think that 47% of Americans are on welfare or pay no taxes at all, which would be astonishing if it were true, but it's not. Over half of those 47% pay some form of payroll tax, and the breakdown of those 47% is quite interesting. Yes, the number is quite high, but Romney seems to equate it all with a culture of entitlement - people walking around with their hands out asking the government - asking you the taxpayer - for money, because they "believe they are victims." He seems to think half the country are complete degenerates.

SECII: "But what about those that really don't pay any taxes at all, those on welfare; Romney was right about them, even if he didn't say it "elegantly." They do want handouts. I never asked for handouts. I built it!!"

AC: That brings me to my second point, which is the complete devaluing of the self-worth of the poor. The main message behind "I’ll never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives" is that they are not like us; we have responsibility and those people don't; not just that they're different but that they're not worthy of the benefits they get. Even some of the poor share those beliefs. They know people who work the system to get welfare disability checks. But it's "those poor people, not us. We take personal responsibility for our lives, except we just can't get a break."

SECII: "You see! Those poor people work the system!"

AC: Sure, some people do, but the perception is that they all do, and Romney seems to think 47% of Americans do. Look, there is some merit to the un-exaggerated version of the above argument. Yes, it would be better if people could work, and if they didn't use what little they have to buy drugs and alcohol. If it were so simple, and yet they still insist on living in poverty, it must be their fault; but of course it isn't simple. Nothing about poverty is simple.

And this is where, uncomfortably, race comes into the discussion, because blacks have long been stereotyped in this country as lazy and stupid. Romney and the GOP's shameful (and repeated) lie that Obama removed the welfare work requirement was criticized by some as racist, not because most of the people on welfare are black (overwhelmingly, most are white), but because it fits with the stereotype that black people on welfare don't want to work. Incidentally, though race and poverty are intertwined and thorny issues, I don't think Romney's remarks were racist - which just means he disparages those poor people, of all colors, equally.

Well-Intentioned Interlocuter: "Look, what Romney really meant was: 'Give a man a fish, he eats for a day. Teach a man to fish, he eats for a lifetime.' If we stop giving those poor people fish, they would become productive members of society, and they wouldn't be poor. It's all about incentives. They need to help themselves."

AC: This argument is sound, WII, even reasonable... except for the fact that we aren't teaching them to fish either. The worst schools are in the poorest neighborhoods, the high school drop-out rate is astonishing, 10th-graders read at a 2nd grade level, etc. The poor in this country are without both fish and the means to acquire fish... and so they starve. It takes fish to make more fish, and the top 1% of fish-holders are controlling more and more of it - some even waving it in our faces going "haha, you can't have it!"

(At this point I can't help but bring religious conservatism into the picture, which has aligned itself with the political conservatism of "stop giving people fish," because as I recall, Jesus had no problem giving people fish. Lots of it.)

Ahem, moving on, I certainly hope most conservatives are of the WII variety, i.e. only disagreeing on how the problem of poverty can be solved. But, I don't agree that this is all that Romney meant. To say that those poor people have no personal responsibility, no care for their lives, is to believe that they can't be taught to fish no matter what we do because they think they are entitled to fish. Government fish. Your fish.

WII: "That's right, and the Democrats just want to keep throwing my fish at those people! It's not my fault the economy is in the crapper and the social safety net has holes; I work hard for my fish."

AC: Presumably your net has no holes! You know, to catch fish! :-D

WII: ...... *cough* ......

AC: Well.... I understand where you're coming from, and assuming you aren't a hedge-fund manager, I don't think you should give up any more of your fish either. I think the best way is to raise taxes on capital gains so people like Romney don't have a lower effective tax rate (13.9%) than their secretaries. But, as I said before, I think Romney is saying something far worse. I think his comments express a complete disdain for the poor, and that makes me sad.


Regardless of political opinions, I think we need to stop thinking about poverty as those poor people and start thinking about how to help those poor people.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Creation

Look what I did! I made soup!


This is one of those things that just happened at the store. I saw the kale and decided to make chickpea-kale-chorizo soup. Then that gave me an excuse to get bread and cheese and open a bottle of wine! It took a while but turned out delicious. Also, FYI, goat cheese in England is called "goat's cheese." Tomato tomato. (If you're like me, you got a kick out of reading those both the same way! Haha!)

I could just put a picture up and call it a blog post, but that would be lazy, and worse, un-philosophical. This is the perfect opportunity to talk about Creation. By this I mean the act, not the end result, and certainly not The Universe. Why do we love to create things? Even those of us who aren't artists or poets enjoy turning raw ingredients into something more. For me, most of the time it's writing, but I think all of us have some creative outlet (or wish we did). Whether it's cooking, sewing, making cocktails, photography, refurbishing furniture, or writing a really beautiful piece of code... sometimes in our hobbies and sometimes in our work, humans love creation.

Part of it is standing back when it's done and going "There is This that I have made, look all Ye upon it in its Glory." And then eating it, as the case may be. But I find that the act of creation itself is really what it's all about. Once you make something (not for eating or listening to, let's say), it is nice to look at and fulfilling to have made it, but there is always the urge to create something new. The process of creating is somehow different and desirable. You are focused on a task, but also open to inspiration. It can be hard work, or tedious, or frustrating, but the effort makes it even more rewarding. You don't know exactly how it will turn out. You relish the uncertainty!

Before I get tooooo metaphysical here, I will wrap up this blog Creation with a quote that doesn't seem to go along with anything unless you've read His Dark Materials and recognize that Dust is (are) particles of consciousness and also that I just wanted somewhere to put it because I like it:
like the light on water when it makes small ripples, at sunset, and the light comes off in bright flakes, we call it that, but it is a make-like.
- Philip Pullman, The Amber Spyglass

Through our own Creation we touch Creation (this time I mean The Universe), and another way to say that is Eternity, and I guess I think that quote fits because it reminds me of when Joseph Campbell talks about "flashes on the surface of the waters of eternity". It's like that, but that is a make-like.