Tuesday, October 2, 2012

The Universe Is Awesome


There are more stars in the observable Universe than there are grains of sand on all the beaches on Earth.

Thanks to Kara for the image and Science for the cool fact about the Universe!

This is to be the first in a series. If you can think of other one-sentence reasons why the Universe Is Awesome, let me know!

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Those Poor People

Romney's off-camera remarks to his supporters have generated quite a buzz on the interwebs. In brief, the remarks I'm concerned with are when he describes the 47% of people that pay no federal income tax, “who are dependent upon government, who believe that they are victims, who believe the government has a responsibility to care for them, who believe that they are entitled to health care, to food, to housing, to you-name-it.”
I’ll never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives.
~ Mitt Romney, candidate for President of the USA

Now, there are many things to be said, and many rationalizations that will be made. I happen to think these are extremely revealing remarks, and I've decided, for my own entertainment as much as anything, to lay it out in a dialogue. Roughly, I will deal first with the politically, then culturally, then economically motivated reactions of hypothetical conservatives.

Politically Disappointed Interlocuter: "How horrible for the campaign! How could he so blatantly air these politically unsavory hard truths?! What a huge error in this political game!"

Abandoned Certainty: Yes, this is quite a blunder politically, but more important is that you seem to agree with Romney. What I find significant is not that Romney said something crazy and fringe, but that many other people share the sentiment. He was speaking to his supporters, people he knew would agree with him. To them, the gaffe is just that it sounds bad.

PDI: "It's a bad political move, but not a big deal. Others have said the same before; Democrats are going to blow this out of proportion, and aren't being fair to Romney."

AC: That's right, remember when the Wall Street Journal referred to them as lucky duckies? The people at the bottom who pay no taxes are so lucky! So maybe this isn't new, but it's still as appalling. And the point I'm concerned about is not that Romney said he won't try to get their votes, but why he thinks he won't get them, which is that he'll "never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives." What concerns me is that so many people agree.

Somewhat-Exaggeratingly Culturally Insensitive Interlocuter: "I for one think Romney's right! It's those poor people who are making it harder for the rest of us by having nothing, and making us bail them out all the time. We can't just let them die -"

AC: Though I bet some would! Remember that moment in the Republican primary debates where Wolf Blitzer asks Ron Paul who should pay for someone with no health insurance that shows up at the emergency room? Wolf asks if we should let him die, and the crowd cheers and someone screams "Yea!"

SECII: "Okay, but I'm not that insensitive. Don't interrupt!"

AC: I apologize. Continue.

SECII: "We can't just let them die, so they are taking our hard earned money and sitting on their asses for thanks! Or worse, using our money to buy drugs and alcohol!"

AC: Two things. First, you seem to think that 47% of Americans are on welfare or pay no taxes at all, which would be astonishing if it were true, but it's not. Over half of those 47% pay some form of payroll tax, and the breakdown of those 47% is quite interesting. Yes, the number is quite high, but Romney seems to equate it all with a culture of entitlement - people walking around with their hands out asking the government - asking you the taxpayer - for money, because they "believe they are victims." He seems to think half the country are complete degenerates.

SECII: "But what about those that really don't pay any taxes at all, those on welfare; Romney was right about them, even if he didn't say it "elegantly." They do want handouts. I never asked for handouts. I built it!!"

AC: That brings me to my second point, which is the complete devaluing of the self-worth of the poor. The main message behind "I’ll never convince them they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives" is that they are not like us; we have responsibility and those people don't; not just that they're different but that they're not worthy of the benefits they get. Even some of the poor share those beliefs. They know people who work the system to get welfare disability checks. But it's "those poor people, not us. We take personal responsibility for our lives, except we just can't get a break."

SECII: "You see! Those poor people work the system!"

AC: Sure, some people do, but the perception is that they all do, and Romney seems to think 47% of Americans do. Look, there is some merit to the un-exaggerated version of the above argument. Yes, it would be better if people could work, and if they didn't use what little they have to buy drugs and alcohol. If it were so simple, and yet they still insist on living in poverty, it must be their fault; but of course it isn't simple. Nothing about poverty is simple.

And this is where, uncomfortably, race comes into the discussion, because blacks have long been stereotyped in this country as lazy and stupid. Romney and the GOP's shameful (and repeated) lie that Obama removed the welfare work requirement was criticized by some as racist, not because most of the people on welfare are black (overwhelmingly, most are white), but because it fits with the stereotype that black people on welfare don't want to work. Incidentally, though race and poverty are intertwined and thorny issues, I don't think Romney's remarks were racist - which just means he disparages those poor people, of all colors, equally.

Well-Intentioned Interlocuter: "Look, what Romney really meant was: 'Give a man a fish, he eats for a day. Teach a man to fish, he eats for a lifetime.' If we stop giving those poor people fish, they would become productive members of society, and they wouldn't be poor. It's all about incentives. They need to help themselves."

AC: This argument is sound, WII, even reasonable... except for the fact that we aren't teaching them to fish either. The worst schools are in the poorest neighborhoods, the high school drop-out rate is astonishing, 10th-graders read at a 2nd grade level, etc. The poor in this country are without both fish and the means to acquire fish... and so they starve. It takes fish to make more fish, and the top 1% of fish-holders are controlling more and more of it - some even waving it in our faces going "haha, you can't have it!"

(At this point I can't help but bring religious conservatism into the picture, which has aligned itself with the political conservatism of "stop giving people fish," because as I recall, Jesus had no problem giving people fish. Lots of it.)

Ahem, moving on, I certainly hope most conservatives are of the WII variety, i.e. only disagreeing on how the problem of poverty can be solved. But, I don't agree that this is all that Romney meant. To say that those poor people have no personal responsibility, no care for their lives, is to believe that they can't be taught to fish no matter what we do because they think they are entitled to fish. Government fish. Your fish.

WII: "That's right, and the Democrats just want to keep throwing my fish at those people! It's not my fault the economy is in the crapper and the social safety net has holes; I work hard for my fish."

AC: Presumably your net has no holes! You know, to catch fish! :-D

WII: ...... *cough* ......

AC: Well.... I understand where you're coming from, and assuming you aren't a hedge-fund manager, I don't think you should give up any more of your fish either. I think the best way is to raise taxes on capital gains so people like Romney don't have a lower effective tax rate (13.9%) than their secretaries. But, as I said before, I think Romney is saying something far worse. I think his comments express a complete disdain for the poor, and that makes me sad.


Regardless of political opinions, I think we need to stop thinking about poverty as those poor people and start thinking about how to help those poor people.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Creation

Look what I did! I made soup!


This is one of those things that just happened at the store. I saw the kale and decided to make chickpea-kale-chorizo soup. Then that gave me an excuse to get bread and cheese and open a bottle of wine! It took a while but turned out delicious. Also, FYI, goat cheese in England is called "goat's cheese." Tomato tomato. (If you're like me, you got a kick out of reading those both the same way! Haha!)

I could just put a picture up and call it a blog post, but that would be lazy, and worse, un-philosophical. This is the perfect opportunity to talk about Creation. By this I mean the act, not the end result, and certainly not The Universe. Why do we love to create things? Even those of us who aren't artists or poets enjoy turning raw ingredients into something more. For me, most of the time it's writing, but I think all of us have some creative outlet (or wish we did). Whether it's cooking, sewing, making cocktails, photography, refurbishing furniture, or writing a really beautiful piece of code... sometimes in our hobbies and sometimes in our work, humans love creation.

Part of it is standing back when it's done and going "There is This that I have made, look all Ye upon it in its Glory." And then eating it, as the case may be. But I find that the act of creation itself is really what it's all about. Once you make something (not for eating or listening to, let's say), it is nice to look at and fulfilling to have made it, but there is always the urge to create something new. The process of creating is somehow different and desirable. You are focused on a task, but also open to inspiration. It can be hard work, or tedious, or frustrating, but the effort makes it even more rewarding. You don't know exactly how it will turn out. You relish the uncertainty!

Before I get tooooo metaphysical here, I will wrap up this blog Creation with a quote that doesn't seem to go along with anything unless you've read His Dark Materials and recognize that Dust is (are) particles of consciousness and also that I just wanted somewhere to put it because I like it:
like the light on water when it makes small ripples, at sunset, and the light comes off in bright flakes, we call it that, but it is a make-like.
- Philip Pullman, The Amber Spyglass

Through our own Creation we touch Creation (this time I mean The Universe), and another way to say that is Eternity, and I guess I think that quote fits because it reminds me of when Joseph Campbell talks about "flashes on the surface of the waters of eternity". It's like that, but that is a make-like.

Monday, August 13, 2012

No I'm Not Excited

No, I'm not excited. I guess I'm supposed to be excited. Everyone asks me if I'm excited. It seems like the normal thing to be in this situation. And when I answer "not really" or "I guess so" or "hell no I'm terrified," I can tell they are disappointed. I've let them down by not being excited. They can't share my excitement if I don't have any. All I have to offer them is anxiety, worry, and fear. These are not fun emotions to share. So most of the time I don't. "I'm sure it will be fine." Then they can tell me how awesome it will be and how they are excited for me. I'm glad they're excited.

What they don't know is that everything bad is going to happen all at once. None of the 10,000 logistics of transferring my life will work out. I will be horrible at my new job. I will be far away from everything I know and everyone I care about. Not just lonely. Alone. So no, not excited.

I'm aware that none of that is true. But it doesn't matter. That's what I feel, at least some of the time, when I'm not otherwise distracted by life. I could remind myself that fear is the mind killer, that uncertainty is awesome (and it sucks), that change is a part of life, etc., and these are all true, but first I need to let myself be. Everything bad is going to happen all at once. Major sad times. :'(

A lot of people seem to think major sad times are bad. They read books on how to live a happy life. They find religion. They try to cheer up their sad friends or give them religion. They hate to cry. Crying means they can't handle things like adults. They are adults. They want tombstones that read: "Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt." They think the meaning of life is to be happy.

I feel sad a lot more than most people. My brain jumps to the worst case scenario. I worry all the time, even without Important Life-Changing Events going on. I've been depressed and I will be again. I cry. This is not to say that I think major sad times are good. But after struggling with them for a long time, I've found that I need to give myself the space to be sad, to cry when I need to (and blog about it, apparently). The feelings won't go away just because I would rather not feel them.

I would rather feel excited. It is a fun emotion to have. Everything awesome is going to happen all the time! It's just as false, but much more satisfying, and people can be happy for you instead of sad for you. Even though I'm okay with my own sadness, I would rather not make others sad on my behalf. I'm not even sure I want to post all this, even having waited a few days after writing to think about it... I mean, everyone would know that I'm sad! My secret would be out! But (if you're reading) I will post it, because what's the point of having a blog without awkward personal sharing on the internet...

There are a lot more things I could say on the topic, but I will leave you with another philosophical easter-egg video of Alan Watts. How do we escape suffering? Go into it completely, for "there is nothing so much the very essence of suffering as the fear of suffering."


Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Everything Flows

As some of you may know, my thesis advisor was in a Hungarian rock band called Panta Rhei. If you haven't already, go sample some of their music on his website! (I can attest that he is still capable of rocking out, and he looks about the same as he did 30 years ago.) In addition, which I found out recently, Panta Rhei is both the name of a boat in Switzerland and Greek for "everything flows", an aphorism attributed to Heraclitus. So, my advisor's Hungarian band that plays progressive rock and adaptations of Grieg also has a philosophical name! Can't get better.

The idea behind Panta Rhei is often expressed as: "You can't cross the same river twice." This is meant to be paradoxical. Assuming you haven't heard this before and don't know the "solution," you might say, "Of course I can! See, there is a river. I can cross the bridge and come back. I can cross the same river as many times as I like! Naa naaa naaaa!!"

First of all, you would be very annoying. There's no need to use that tone.

But more importantly, what "river" are you talking about having crossed? That long body of flowing water called The Mississippi, for example? But that is just a name. You aren't crossing a name - an abstraction of nature into an idea called "river" - you are crossing the long body of flowing water itself. That is the first insight.

The second insight is that the thing we call "river" is in constant flux as the water flows along, so it can never be the same river. You can't cross the same river twice because the river is always changing. In some sense you are also always changing, as the cells in your body constantly replicate and die, as your brain activity responds to your thoughts about rivers, and so on. Not just people and rivers, but everything is in constant flux. Everything flows.

A further insight is that this is a result of Time. Everything flows because everything exists in time, and in our Universe time always moves forward. If there were no time, then nothing would change. In physics, this idea is expressed in terms of entropy, which is a measure of the amount of disorder in a system. Smooth, flat, homogeneous, boring things have low entropy. It is a fundamental law that entropy always increases with time - smooth things become rough (or cosmologically, smooth density fields grow into galaxy clusters, planets, and people) - and this is often expressed as the destruction of order, as in this cute TED talk by physicist Andreas Albrecht. Watch it right now!

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Philosophical Easter Egg

Today I found an Easter egg on the internet! (No, not the chocolate or candy-filled kind. That would be hard to download.) What I mean is, I found totally unlooked-for hidden treasure of a philosophical nature!

I was reading a science blog that mentioned science writing and linked to a writing blog that mentioned a writing epiphany had while watching OMG Alan Watts Philosophical Discourses on YouTube I Love You!!

Here it is: Part 7 - Recollection

(seriously I love you)

So have you watched it yet? I'm not gonna lay it all out for you, but it deals with the fundamental nature of existence and taxi cabs. Watch it. Watch all of them.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Transitory

Today Venus will transit the Sun (i.e. pass in front of it for our viewing pleasure). There are a lot of things that could be said about this event and it is certainly a great opportunity for astronomical public outreach. Locally we will have a bunch of telescopes for public viewing, starting with talks by both Nobel Laureates and scientists who actually study transiting planets.

But the Deep Thought I have been struck by is how a lot of the attention is focused on how this is the "Last Transit of Venus any of us will see in our lifetimes" (as the announcement e-mail of our own outreach event states). Where was all the hubbub during the 2004 transit? Obviously that wasn't as cool. Venus must always be transiting the Sun if there's another event in 8 years. But now, it's the Last Chance. If you don't see it now you won't have another chance because you will be dead!

I think this is an example of a common phenomenon. Things that happen all the time are boring. Things that happen rarely are much more interesting. Things that will only happen one more time before you die are even more awesome and I don't think it's because of a morbid fascination with our own mortality, but rather a life-affirming fascination with our own mortality.

Transitory events remind us of our own transitory-ness and that Hey, we better start paying attention to things while we still can! The universe is a fascinating place in which Cool Things Happen instead of a boring place in which nothing changes! Sweet!

So I hope you enjoy it along with all the other things happening in this transitory event called Life.